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Monday, December 5, 2011 8:51 PM
Incoherent, genuine thoughts. ![]() I want to pour water and rub soil on people's bald head so their hair will grow. Seriously treating bald heads like plant seeds. Lol. Bald heads are mundane heads. Draw a smile or put a flower on it man. ![]() Looking deep into your soul.. Mocking at your guilty pleasure! Are you guilt-stricken by what you do that gives you the immediate gratification? Like scorning at others? :/ "Things will never be the same again." Were things even the same from the beginning till the end? All of us are constantly changing everyday, nobody lives in the past. Even if it's yesterday cause its OVER. The next day? Different repertoire of jokes, change of clothing, new shoes. Each fresh day, my attitude towards you is friendlier a lil, or a lil more hostile. Is that same? That's definitely not the same. We are two different entities that might resemble each other in some ways but we'll never be the same. Even though all of us are distinct entities, people still copy each other. They ought to stop. Halt the mimic. But if copying really makes you feel joy, do it. Do what you want to do, as long as you honestly feel that you will be happy with it. Nicholas condones it. ^^ Not everyone dares to do what they truly wanna do. Sometimes hor I ponder on why am I so unfortunate... I often draw the shorter end of the straw :( ![]() It's hard to achieve this number when you're rolling the dices. More unfortunate: I fell down flat down on a slippy staircase some time ago. Bo bian lor slip liao also cannot do anything. Also must get back on my feet and take it in stride. The fall wasn't that bad but my left ass is in pain. Lol. Actually also quite memorable la cause my friend fell along with me LOL, double kill! Every cloud has a silver lining, this time I didn't fell alone :D A person has various sides. Everyone will always have a side hidden away to others but themselves. They're afraid of people finding out about THAT sole weakness, or even physical defect that has been a secret since forever. If a person pops a question that is sensitive (or violating social norms) to you in a serious manner, they are ALMOST ready to accept any answer that comes out from your mouth. Really, they will come to accept you sooner or later. Because they really want to know more about you, the side that you've kept away. ![]() It really will. When you answer that that painful and sensitive question. The truth that comes out from your mouth will hurt too. But the pain will fade someday, believe it or not :) You might love liars, glib tongues, but I dislike them. Different strokes for different folks. Ok pranks are cute but lying like an expert isn't cool bro. It's natural for most people to lie to cover up for their weakness. But whats the point? Boast about it after you've turned your weakness into strength. ![]() This special necklace is made for fakes, hypocrites, and people that are fucking false. Tell tales, spin redundant lies to delude everyone you meet. So are you a professional con artist? Why can't you keep true? Don't say you don't care when you do, then make a scene out of zilch. Don't say you didn't study when you did. Don't say you aren't free when you are. This indirectly applies to me too, I am fake to an extent. For the simplest example: I try my best to put on a fake smile when I'm unhappy. It's better than explaining why the fuck am I not feeling right, right? :) I have a limit to how much I can pretend though, not like many many other people. Plenty of people walk into your life to play a part. Like those calefares yknow? Some just hate you for no apparent reason. Ok maybe it's because you own an ugly face. Isn't it funny that they start to hate before even trying to know? -_- There are people that shows favoritism, those that are impartial, and those that hate for no reason. Well if you dislike me, cut to the chase because an indirect insult is still an insult. It's stupid and futile to beat around the bush. You can define your hatred towards me in a sentence you know? Here's an example of how to express your resentment: "I hate you." Sometimes, you might fall in love with the wrong person. That person is apathetic and doesn't give a single fuck about you. They move on with life while you feel like shit and you linger on. Why the fuck do you remain infatuated even though that person treats you like that? I pose this qn to myself and I don't know the answer to it. Love is a mystery. ![]() The antonym of indifference is love. What's the definition of love to you? Some are desperate, some abstain from it, some waits. I don't know much but I am bent on believing that love is an integral part of life. Love makes you feel more, crazy, unable to think properly at most crucial timings. Love is addictive but like smoking, it has it's side effects. Once it's gone, you break into pieces. But since you break, there's a way to glue yourself back. I.e. To continue with life. Worse comes to worst, you suicide. Similar like smoking a cigarette, you indirectly crush yourself to death. You can feel tons of emotion for one person but if you don’t convey it to that person, its meaningless cause he/she is most likely clueless. Start opening up more to share your joy, sorrow. I guess communication plays an important part in the upkeep of a good relationship. I really detest people who say that they love that person but in their mind, all they want is sex and more sex. I FUCKING detest people who sway easily. Changing the person that they love back and forth and forward. Fucking pledge your fidelity. Stop changing boyfriends and girlfriends on a monthly basis. You think you some kind of cliche drama actor. And also, here also not China kk no have concubine. Minds and hearts don't go through emotional turmoils unscathed. Don't be a player, you will burn yourself. ![]() You are not me. Every individual has their own personal attributes. Most people are generally very nice, but some just suck badly. Time will reveal a person's true colors. You can't pretend to be someone that isn't you. The facade you're struggling to maintain will shatter one day. Life is about compromising with people around you. Those you hang out with, those you work with. Who doesn't face shit? You may be very tolerant in nature, but how long can you keep it up for? The hardship that you're enduring, is it worth it? Is it really worth to suffer for? Will you live in regret if you put an end to it? You can cry and whine about how stupid you are but move on. BUT REMEMBER TO NOT CRY FOR PEOPLE THAT'S NOT WORTH IT. Things may not go well for you this way, but there's still another path for you to take. You've learn how to walk since you were three. Just gotta keep moving onward till the day you drop dead on the floor. Upon typing this, I felt that if I could, I would. Truth is, I usually can't, till a later period of time. Life is unpredictable. I'm typing this now but I might collapse later. You might be reading this now but you might die later. Complex life is complex. "The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present." Treasure your day. Appreciate those that are currently around you now. A sudden surprise, like an sms or phone call might make a person smile. Conforming to social norms, following rules that most people think is right. Eeyer you see those that laugh at ITE students, calling them useless? Wa you think you smart meh. Don't ever look down on a person that's trying hard, ignore those that refuse to. Why despise at how other people function? Everyone is different so stop being rigid, move on. ![]() Homosexuals. Did a homosexual ever demanded a heterosexual person to live a life of misery by pairing off with someone of the same sex? Why should heterosexuals demand homosexuals to follow what they think is the norm? Give everyone their own space. Studying, following the system from the day you were given life. I've been through it, I've got out of it, I'm following it again. Though it's just one year, I have learnt quite an amount. People can't accept those that are slightly more different than them in terms of perspective. To them, quitting school means that you're leading yourself to a dead end. Books are important. They choose ask why, question me. In the end, most don't understand anyway cause they're asking out of curiorsity. This system that you're following isn't failure voided, but it still will suit you anyway. I'm just not cut out to be such a person, sorry social expectations. I will NOT obey you obediently. Anger activation. I just want you to fight for me so I will feel wanted in your life. My blood will boil if you say you don't need me anymore in your life due to a small friction, misunderstanding. Tell me how would you feel if I said something like that to you when we've been friends for so long? I'm not immune to words. They hurt. I am able differentiate what's a joke and what's real. I'm easy going, I talk to you as long as you talk to me, till you start to act like a big fuck. This doesn't apply to people that I've met for just a short period of time though. Just go, please. I can't be bothered with you. Life is just a game, we're just game players. You are those that'd go offline forever in my world, deleted and will never return. Stealing. So you think you can walk around, make friends, then start stealing our possessions? Not limited to just friends, but customers, items. I'm not someone for you to make use of. Fuck off. Corrupted people with such motives should all get killed, or at least get exiled. Don't jeopardize the people leading happy lifes around you. You might understand more, you might understand less, for every single thing. So what? Eventually everyone becomes a victim of death itself. ![]() I hope life is good for you now cause the end is always a tragedy. ![]() This can't be paradise. It's full of mistakes. But my tiny wish is just to live life happy, so at least let me dream of happy moments. Dream of the small happy things I want to experience instead of those sad ones that could just stay away. Let me indulge in a happiness buffet before I die. ![]() Go to older posts |
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