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Saturday, December 31, 2011 11:11 PM
Christmas gift exchange! I actually finished blogging on the day itself but yeah I'm releasing it now haha, so the post is quite detailed imo. Woke up around 11am despite sleeping for few hours only, praise me! So hurriedly prepared lo. It was potluck so yep, everyone bought something edible! I woke up so early only to prepare food. My father was at home so he want to act cute play in the kitchen with me. Make my beehoon chaotah.... then I had to salvage it. Lol.  End product was decent ba..... but salty.  Xuewen bought fruit salad. I loved this the most hehe sweet fruits~  Mary bought pasta! Who's hand ah so irritating. Yanlin bought sandwich. Jiamin bought chips. Evan bought bottled drinks for us Irene bought inedible food like burnt hotdogs & nuggets cooked by her maid =.= Shujuan bought snacks heheh. So yep.... then we waited for Shujuan's arrival.... didn't know she was coming haha. FINALLY we could exchange gifts omfg omfg omfg =D Don't really like my gift but I'm not blaming! What can I expect of cos of my fucking suay luck in December? xD   Here are all the gathered gifts! Before & after unwrapping. Yanlin's gift - Mask Mary's gift - Cute photo frame. (I wanted this damn bad cos it's so cute la haha) Irene's gift - Shades Jiamin's gift - Logcake (Towel) + Mickey mouse mug! Xuewen's gift - Cupcake shampoo My gift - Red watch (Got reflective numbers that can't be see when you are far away hehe) Evan's gift - Music box Lowell's gift - Speaker ($60 gift omg if I kena this also not bad) Shujuan's gift - Toilet bowl (Cup)  Ok here's my gift plus my unsatisfied face! Music box bought by Evan! Need to turn then got sound one... cannot turn like alot then it'll automatically play.... TOTALLY MANUAL, YOU TURN HOW MUCH = HEAR HOW MUCH! T_T Bad choice of gift :/  Ok here's my SUPER DUPER SATISFIED + WALAU BEST GIFT EVER FACE. (Pretended like mad) It's alright even though it's not a good gift but what can I expect from people like Evan? LOL. Frankly I expect nothing.... Ok la don't whine le. December was a bad month for me so I understand. SUAY NICH IS SUAY!  Lowell gave us all cards too. Here's mine, so I'm a banana. Ok lor I'm just a yellow lanjiao. Hahaha kidding, thanks ah! You all don't try to zoom in on the message he wrote hor don't busybody.     To show my appreciation here are 4 pictures of Lowell for Lowell himself and for Lowell lovers! For Lowell lovers: Better chase him now before he gets attached.... with a banglah.  So then we played Indian poker... Xuewen's face sibei spastic sia.  Losers eat burnt hotdog cooked by Irene's maid =.= Very hard to chew de lol like crap. Ok gunna throw in some shots that has me in it because this is my blog and it needs my face. Me is living signboard!  Marry and me. Aisey.      Spiderchin.  Emochin.  Emochinny.  This pict isn't about me... it's about how Lowell disappeared and how did the orange strap magically appeared on me. Fun day spent. How to not laugh when I'm with the whole clique? Heh =) No group photo.. we didn't take any cause we drag drag drag keep say LATER. Lolol. Aiya sure got opportunities de! Next time I will say OI GROUP SHOT!!!! While pointing middle finger. Sunday, December 25, 2011 5:19 AM
Christmas, the season of giving. Giving up to be exact. Time is insensitive. It doesn't stop for you, it goes on ticking every second like a fucked up bitch. It doesn't accelerate for you when you're feeling like shit. It doesn't delay time for you when you're feeling like you own the whole world. 24 hours a day is definitely not enough for me. There's a limit to how much I can do within this time frame. No matter how much time you are given, there are some things that you won't be able to achieve. Impossible tasks like stopping time, turning back time. Understanding another individual completely, yeah even your twin, would be completely beyond reach too. Time waits for no man. Every second something happens all around the globe. Time taken to shop for clothes. Time taken to rest. Time taken to snap photos Time taken to eat... yeah you get my point. These hours were enjoyed rather than wasted. Waiting for the ripe time.... Yeah it's important to keep a look out for the correct time to do anything. You don't fucking rush it, be patient. It'll most likely be worth it and you won't be suffering thereafter. I'm telling you this because I know I've lost someone important because of my hastiness. Holding onto a memory that you can't let go? Grasping onto love, remaining infatuated with someone that has already given up on you? It's alright, you will soon forget all those as memories age along with time. Do you know what happened three months ago today? No At some point in life, you will waste some of your time that you won't get back. Time you've bothered to spent on doing unique gifts, cards, planning surprises. Think about how you can use ALL those hours you've spent for leisure, naps. For me, it takes A LOT of effort to something special because I'm lazy. High time. What is urgent and what can be kept for later? I certainly don't like to wait for important replies. It's quite torturous and taxing on my mental status. But some things are worth to wait for, so please be patient next time no matter what. Trying to brain wash myself too. After a huge dispute, don't you think you don't really know that person well enough yet? Like from the time you knew that person till now, you suddenly realized you don't know much about him/her thus, the big fight. To me, such scenarios are really pathetic because nobody tends to give in. Both parties end up going their own way. Confession time. It takes huge courage to admit to that person that you love him/her. The rejection you face if you fail. The pain you face if you break-up after being in a relationship.. There are times when people are impulsive, rash. Exclaiming critical, bashful, offensive things in the heat of the moment. They should learn how to respond ONLY after calming down. People that are getting hammered by them should learn how to discern that moment. If it was on impulse or was it real hatred. Time taken to build trust can take just a split second to collapse. That is reality. If you've hurt me once, you have the capability to hurt me the second time. But yeah we can always build this trust back again.... just try not to do it the second time. Please. Time can't change the things you've once said. It's very hard to take back the words.... especially those with a strong intent to fatal strike a person's heart. You can alter your words after but don't forget those words described how you really felt at then. The worst line out of all sub factors of time would be "no time to explain." Fucking make yourself clear. What's so hard about telling, explaining something which is of colossal importance? How long can you keep mum for? Voicing out is always better than keeping it in. We may not be able to understand why the fuck are you causing us the trouble, heartaches, but the least we could do is to know, feel how tough it is for you so we can help each other get back on ours knees. Cause hey, you're not alone. I'm here to support, hold you. Because I understand the constraints caused by time, doesn't mean it's easy to let go. I want to start this whole year over again and make this year right but I can't because time can't be backtracked. I should learn how to use time wisely instead on harping on the same shit. Since this blog post is a total waste of time, for the time being, I'm going to stop blogging. Fuck time. Somebody take my hand tonight, let's not think about tomorrow. Tuesday, December 20, 2011 6:46 PM
Kenny Ng's vocals... 1 word: 赞! (Means praise worthy) Monday, December 19, 2011 12:46 PM
Stupid Gideon threw rice at me _l_  So this is what I did to this fucker. LOLOL see his face. HAHAH WTFUCK. I wasn't too rough la scared I break his mouth or smth cos he very fragile one. So Gideon lovers out there, don't worry ok.  Then hor his mouth damn huge.... I cannot compete with him my mouth very tiny. Btw the way he eat sushi very retarded one cause he wearing braces now and it hurts to chew. LOLOL should've video-ed it down.  OOOOOO look who's eating the sushi! Cute lil' Shihao!! :D  OOOOOO look at those big bright eyes!! Cute lil' Shihao #part2  OOOOOO look at those delicate hands.... so soft so moist. Cute lil' Shihao <3  Seriously la Shihao's face.  Brandon's NRIC. Aiseh handsome got anot.  Eat alr happy mood want kiss me..... Ok la it was supposed to be a group shot but it morphed till like that -_-"  Gideon's face cramped. LOL.  K tons of food. Gideon ate the most! Woah he very power like just flown back fresh from Africa one.  Buffet means need to exercise! (Lol who am I kidding) K the end! Sorry for being moody that day! xD Partial picture credits to http://shimmyhao.blogspot.com/ Sunday, December 18, 2011 9:37 PM
 Anyone want to tongue kiss her?  My head is extremely big wahaha fear me!   Waaaa Yanlin and Wanting more muscular than me. Me very weak and failure. =( Ok la I feel like idiot cause I go science center cannot comprehend the wonders of the exhibits. But still, it was quite amazing. Didn't have enough time to explore finish though, will go there again! =)  Entry for $9 only *dance* Picture credits all to Yanlin! http://yanlinnnn.blogspot.com/ if you want to stalk her... (I'm encouraging you to do so) Saturday, December 17, 2011 4:40 AM
Javan: LOL mai siao... ltr the first bank he apply is citybank SHIHAO: No his 1st bank is the neopets that one he damn rich LOL Friday, December 9, 2011 11:11 PM
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Incoherent, genuine thoughts.  I want to pour water and rub soil on people's bald head so their hair will grow. Seriously treating bald heads like plant seeds. Lol. Bald heads are mundane heads. Draw a smile or put a flower on it man.  Looking deep into your soul.. Mocking at your guilty pleasure! Are you guilt-stricken by what you do that gives you the immediate gratification? Like scorning at others? :/ "Things will never be the same again." Were things even the same from the beginning till the end? All of us are constantly changing everyday, nobody lives in the past. Even if it's yesterday cause its OVER. The next day? Different repertoire of jokes, change of clothing, new shoes. Each fresh day, my attitude towards you is friendlier a lil, or a lil more hostile. Is that same? That's definitely not the same. We are two different entities that might resemble each other in some ways but we'll never be the same. Even though all of us are distinct entities, people still copy each other. They ought to stop. Halt the mimic. But if copying really makes you feel joy, do it. Do what you want to do, as long as you honestly feel that you will be happy with it. Nicholas condones it. ^^ Not everyone dares to do what they truly wanna do. Sometimes hor I ponder on why am I so unfortunate... I often draw the shorter end of the straw :(  It's hard to achieve this number when you're rolling the dices. More unfortunate: I fell down flat down on a slippy staircase some time ago. Bo bian lor slip liao also cannot do anything. Also must get back on my feet and take it in stride. The fall wasn't that bad but my left ass is in pain. Lol. Actually also quite memorable la cause my friend fell along with me LOL, double kill! Every cloud has a silver lining, this time I didn't fell alone :D A person has various sides. Everyone will always have a side hidden away to others but themselves. They're afraid of people finding out about THAT sole weakness, or even physical defect that has been a secret since forever. If a person pops a question that is sensitive (or violating social norms) to you in a serious manner, they are ALMOST ready to accept any answer that comes out from your mouth. Really, they will come to accept you sooner or later. Because they really want to know more about you, the side that you've kept away.  It really will. When you answer that that painful and sensitive question. The truth that comes out from your mouth will hurt too. But the pain will fade someday, believe it or not :) You might love liars, glib tongues, but I dislike them. Different strokes for different folks. Ok pranks are cute but lying like an expert isn't cool bro. It's natural for most people to lie to cover up for their weakness. But whats the point? Boast about it after you've turned your weakness into strength.  This special necklace is made for fakes, hypocrites, and people that are fucking false. Tell tales, spin redundant lies to delude everyone you meet. So are you a professional con artist? Why can't you keep true? Don't say you don't care when you do, then make a scene out of zilch. Don't say you didn't study when you did. Don't say you aren't free when you are. This indirectly applies to me too, I am fake to an extent.  For the simplest example: I try my best to put on a fake smile when I'm unhappy. It's better than explaining why the fuck am I not feeling right, right? :) I have a limit to how much I can pretend though, not like many many other people. Plenty of people walk into your life to play a part. Like those calefares yknow? Some just hate you for no apparent reason. Ok maybe it's because you own an ugly face. Isn't it funny that they start to hate before even trying to know? -_- There are people that shows favoritism, those that are impartial, and those that hate for no reason. Well if you dislike me, cut to the chase because an indirect insult is still an insult. It's stupid and futile to beat around the bush. You can define your hatred towards me in a sentence you know? Here's an example of how to express your resentment: "I hate you." Sometimes, you might fall in love with the wrong person. That person is apathetic and doesn't give a single fuck about you. They move on with life while you feel like shit and you linger on. Why the fuck do you remain infatuated even though that person treats you like that? I pose this qn to myself and I don't know the answer to it. Love is a mystery.  The antonym of indifference is love. What's the definition of love to you? Some are desperate, some abstain from it, some waits. I don't know much but I am bent on believing that love is an integral part of life. Love makes you feel more, crazy, unable to think properly at most crucial timings. Love is addictive but like smoking, it has it's side effects. Once it's gone, you break into pieces. But since you break, there's a way to glue yourself back. I.e. To continue with life. Worse comes to worst, you suicide. Similar like smoking a cigarette, you indirectly crush yourself to death. You can feel tons of emotion for one person but if you don’t convey it to that person, its meaningless cause he/she is most likely clueless. Start opening up more to share your joy, sorrow. I guess communication plays an important part in the upkeep of a good relationship. I really detest people who say that they love that person but in their mind, all they want is sex and more sex. I FUCKING detest people who sway easily. Changing the person that they love back and forth and forward. Fucking pledge your fidelity. Stop changing boyfriends and girlfriends on a monthly basis. You think you some kind of cliche drama actor. And also, here also not China kk no have concubine. Minds and hearts don't go through emotional turmoils unscathed. Don't be a player, you will burn yourself.  You are not me. Every individual has their own personal attributes. Most people are generally very nice, but some just suck badly. Time will reveal a person's true colors. You can't pretend to be someone that isn't you. The facade you're struggling to maintain will shatter one day. Life is about compromising with people around you. Those you hang out with, those you work with. Who doesn't face shit? You may be very tolerant in nature, but how long can you keep it up for? The hardship that you're enduring, is it worth it? Is it really worth to suffer for? Will you live in regret if you put an end to it? You can cry and whine about how stupid you are but move on. BUT REMEMBER TO NOT CRY FOR PEOPLE THAT'S NOT WORTH IT. Things may not go well for you this way, but there's still another path for you to take. You've learn how to walk since you were three. Just gotta keep moving onward till the day you drop dead on the floor. Upon typing this, I felt that if I could, I would. Truth is, I usually can't, till a later period of time. Life is unpredictable. I'm typing this now but I might collapse later. You might be reading this now but you might die later. Complex life is complex. "The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present." Treasure your day. Appreciate those that are currently around you now. A sudden surprise, like an sms or phone call might make a person smile. Conforming to social norms, following rules that most people think is right. Eeyer you see those that laugh at ITE students, calling them useless? Wa you think you smart meh. Don't ever look down on a person that's trying hard, ignore those that refuse to. Why despise at how other people function? Everyone is different so stop being rigid, move on.  Homosexuals. Did a homosexual ever demanded a heterosexual person to live a life of misery by pairing off with someone of the same sex? Why should heterosexuals demand homosexuals to follow what they think is the norm? Give everyone their own space. Studying, following the system from the day you were given life. I've been through it, I've got out of it, I'm following it again. Though it's just one year, I have learnt quite an amount. People can't accept those that are slightly more different than them in terms of perspective. To them, quitting school means that you're leading yourself to a dead end. Books are important. They choose ask why, question me. In the end, most don't understand anyway cause they're asking out of curiorsity. This system that you're following isn't failure voided, but it still will suit you anyway. I'm just not cut out to be such a person, sorry social expectations. I will NOT obey you obediently. Anger activation. I just want you to fight for me so I will feel wanted in your life. My blood will boil if you say you don't need me anymore in your life due to a small friction, misunderstanding. Tell me how would you feel if I said something like that to you when we've been friends for so long? I'm not immune to words. They hurt. I am able differentiate what's a joke and what's real. I'm easy going, I talk to you as long as you talk to me, till you start to act like a big fuck. This doesn't apply to people that I've met for just a short period of time though. Just go, please. I can't be bothered with you. Life is just a game, we're just game players. You are those that'd go offline forever in my world, deleted and will never return. Stealing. So you think you can walk around, make friends, then start stealing our possessions? Not limited to just friends, but customers, items. I'm not someone for you to make use of. Fuck off. Corrupted people with such motives should all get killed, or at least get exiled. Don't jeopardize the people leading happy lifes around you. You might understand more, you might understand less, for every single thing. So what? Eventually everyone becomes a victim of death itself.  I hope life is good for you now cause the end is always a tragedy.  This can't be paradise. It's full of mistakes. But my tiny wish is just to live life happy, so at least let me dream of happy moments. Dream of the small happy things I want to experience instead of those sad ones that could just stay away. Let me indulge in a happiness buffet before I die.  Go to older posts |
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